2 years

March 7th 2012 marks 2 years since Jason proposed to me and 2 years since we started trying for our babies. It was the 3rd month when got pregnant with Zoey, right before our wedding date, then after lost her, took the 2 months off, 1 on birth control and other the infection had during delivery came back and took a cycle to clear, so in the 2 years, we've spent 13 out of the last 24 months trying, so that means i spent about 9 months pregnant out of the 11 that didnt try cause pregnant or something else and no babies to show for it really, just pictures and an urn. I thought by now would already have 1 and be expecting or working on 2nd. I'm beginning to think that i wont have one that makes it until i'm 26 like my grandma and mom were when they both had their first.

Wensday was cd3 and started clomid 100 mg for round 3, not tempting or taking other supplements (expect the prenatal vits and progesterone) this cycle and just relaxing a bit more on my end and trying to get Jason to put out more so have a better chance.

here we go..

I've been battling a migraine Friday-Sunday and finally after 19 hours of sleep Sunday its down to barely a headache. When i woke up Sunday I had started spotting so hopefully af is gonna be here full force in day or so. Now is time i need to have a talk with Jason adn see if we're going to try this cycle or not, considering taking break for few months so i can focus on my school work so i can get a good job before get pregnant again since i had such issues job hunting while pregnant with Zoey, even getting fired when i was hired before i knew and by time was working for them was 12 weeks.