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dpo tracker (FF)

Saturday, January 8, 2011

DPO9

I feel pregnant still, my boobs are so sensitive that even shirt touching hurt, still peeing a lot and just full/pressure feeling in lower stomach, and getting headaches now too ontop other. I can't wait to know if really am or if body just wishing. DPO 9 today

and jason says he thinks i'm pregnant now cause boobs have grown

DPO8

Sore nipples, heartburn, nausea, not wanting to eat but hungry, peeing a lot, small cramps and pressure, creamy white discharge -- list of symptoms for DPO 8

Friday, January 7, 2011

Hope...

Seems my cycle is little off and that did o on 30th which makes me 7-8 dpo and too early enough to test. But I feel pregnant; sore nipples, small cramps, peeing more, nauseous and white creamy discharge. Hoping I'm right in my gut feeling.
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Thursday, January 6, 2011

Confused,.

I'm so confused about my cycle now, not sure when AF should know, when i O'd or what now

I know I took last active pill of BC on 12/11, last inactive pill on 12/18, but thats about it.

11/21/10 -- Started birth control (Tti-Sprintic)
12/11/10 -- Heavy bleeding gush
12/13/10 -- No blood at all
12/15/10 -- Spotting and clots, possible flow?
12/16/10 -- Flow regular
12/19/10 -- Flow over, infection back
12/27/10 -- Infection clearing up, feeling like a snail
12/29/10 -- Infection Gone, alot of clear discharge
12/30/10 -- Successful BD and alot of discharge
01/01/11 -- Infection possibly back
01/02/11 -- Throwing up at work, possible preggo?
01/03/11 -- BFN (Mid-Afternoon)
01/05/11 -- BFN (11-midnight)
01/06/11 -- BFN (FMU)

help anyone?

Feeling,...

I'm feeling like I did when pregnant but tests keep showing BFN. Guess will know for sure in few days if AF shows.
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Another test,....

Couldn't shake the feeling I'm pregnant tonight so took a dollar store test and BFN again. Always next cycle huh? :(

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

change..

i'm feeling alot better today, so meds are working, plus all the sleep.


I was talking to Jason cause our friend's son was just born today and he told me he felt sad when i told him i wanted to hold off ttc this month cause he wants to have a baby and seeing the posts before about holding off and bfn made him sad. I'm sortof changing my mind now, but it all depends on my health and work.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

double eh

Double ear infection and still infection in chest and sinus. Still thinking it be best to hold off ttc this month even if better to make sure stay that way :)

on hold :(

TTC is on hold, i'm stopping it this time. i need to be well before we try, i dont want to expose the baby to all this and meds while i'm pregnant. I've been sick since Nov basically with the infection from labor, then sinus infection, and its never gone away, so now i'm super sick with sinus/upper resp infection, sore throat, drainage and 2 infected ears to point ear drums are red, swollen and to bursting point. dr is putting me on a stronger antibiotic and longer course, 10 days this time instead of normal 5-6 days. hopefully will get it gone for good this time and can stay healthy and start ttc again.

Cycle so far...

10/31/10 -- Zoey's Birth and Death
11/19/10 -- Bleeding slowed to spotting
11/21/10 -- Started birth control (Tti-Sprintic)
12/11/10 -- Heavy bleeding gush
12/13/10 -- No blood at all
12/15/10 -- Spotting and clots, possible flow?
12/16/10 -- Flow regular
12/19/10 -- Flow over, infection back
12/27/10 -- Infection clearing up, feeling like a snail
12/29/10 -- Infection Gone, alot of clear discharge
12/30/10 -- Successful BD and alot of discharge
01/01/11 -- Infection possibly back
01/02/11 -- Throwing up at work, possible preggo?
01/03/11 -- BFN


1/3/11 -- Big Fat Negative (BFN)

Zoey's Sibling

To start off, the name says it all, Zoey's Sibling. We're trying to give our daughter Zoey McKenzie a sibling, but Zoey's story has a twist. She was born when only 22 weeks 4 days along on Halloween Day (10/31/10) at 3:10pm. Her lung's weren't developed enough to support her breathing so she passed at 3:30pm in my arms. She was 1 lb 8 oz, 11.5 inchs long. She taught us there is a major flaw in my body. I have Incomepent Cervix, which means it cant support the weight and stay close after baby is a certain size. With this, it makes our next pregnancy(s) high risk and needing more medical treatment than normal ones, but we know this risk and are going to face it and give Zoey a sibling.